The peace after the storm...

I was just listening to the song by Bethany Dillon "Hallelujah". God is awesome and through all the chaos and change of a new job, working full time, London in a new daycare and also adjusting to being there full time I have truly been able to say "HALLELUJAH". I still have great peace that I am where I am suppossed to be. The other Sunday we had a guest speaker at our church Graham Cooke and he spoke a prophesy of favor. I've listened in my life to many prophesies or blessings over me or the congregation in general. I'm always the one thats thinking "Lord, I need to hear your voice loud and clear, please let them say my name and have a word for me." It's never happened and I always walk away dissapointed. This time though I know he didn't say my name but I have never heard the words from someones mouth so clear before. We were even sitting near the back of the church and normally my attention span is so short that the slightest twitch from anyone distracts me from the service. This time though it was like I had noise cancelling head phones on where if there had been a cricket chirping I still wouldn't of heard it but Graham's voice was coming through a megaphone two inches from my face. For the first time I KNEW that his words were for me. Yes, he was saying them to the whole congregation and sure they were for everybody but they were for ME! I could hardly keep from crying the whole time he spoke and had to just close my eyes most of the time because they were litterally piercing my soul so feircely that it had a slight tinge of hurt. Like the old (the lack of faith to comprehend what He fully has for me and feelings of inadequacy to actually recieve it) was being cut out and restored by peace, love, vision, and only a small bit of the favor I would then continue to recieve over the next few weeks and am continuing to recieve. Getting all of this thru the sermon allowed me to then completely lay the burdens that I had been carrying for some of my friends and family that I love so intensely I couldn't bear then any longer. I felt God say "I've got this". Which I believe allowed some doors to open that I myself had been keeping shut by ways of control, fear, and uncertainty. I truly recieved God's imparting of FAVOR on my life! It has been an almost heavenly experience the last month. It has also been exhausting in a way trying to keep up with it all :) I did start a new job a week ago and London started a new daycare. Both seem to be transitioning smoothly! So "HALLELUJAH". God is awesome and very much in control! I believe that the flood gates ARE opened this new season!! Lets take it in!